my sis wedding

assalamualaikum...

just want to share a happy moment of our family. hurm...wat could it be.. haha.. of coz my older sis wedding ceremony. just like to share some photos on my sis wedding ceremony.

akad nikah ceremony

"bersanding" ceremony

_the bride_

_me taking pic with my sis_

newly husband and wife

may my sis, naza and my brother in law, azam will live happily ever after. insyaallah.

Final exam

I have three final paper for this sem. My 1st paper (design) not end up well. It make me upset a lil bit as i try my best to score this paper. Today will be my 2nd paper. Geotechnic. N i hope that i can perform well for this paper. Wish me luck..

Final exam..

It have been very long time seen i last wrote. N here i am.. Stealing my precious time to write somethin in my blog to ensure that it is up to date. Hehe..

Actually, i have gone thru 1 paper. N it dissapointed me. I have tried all i can to make sure that i can do the best for my paper, i've burn midnight oil, i went to the faculty everyday to study.. But, when it come to test, i can't do it. I feel suckk!! I need somethin that can motivate me coz i'm feelin down right now.. Any idea?? Hurm, i guess i need to figure it by my self.
How bout... Singing? Read on wisdom quote? Talk to my friend and ask then to motivate me? Talk to my mum?

Arghhhhhh... I don't noe... Wat is happening to me??!!! I'm
Slowly losing my self. Day by day, i felt that i'm becoming stupid and stupid. I find that, i can't understand what i am study.i spent hours and hours to study, but the output that i get is significantly litle.. 😔

walk outside the lines

yesterday, when i was at bas station in front of my faculty waiting for my bus (T603).. suddenly, I met my old friend. he was waiting for the same bus as I am, then, we have a long chat along the way from the faculty to the hostel. 

in our conversation, he make me realise something that I've never realise before... 

before this, I keep telling my self that study in here(UITM shah alam) is not enjoying. every time.. I need to use the same bus to go to my Fac compare with when I was at UITM Samarahan. everything is simple. n I just need to walk from my hostel to the Fac. I think, living in Shah Alam is very tough. As I'm the only one in my class who stay KOLEJ JATI. and I don't have transport to go anywhere I want. I don't even explore the whole Shah Alam. I'm afraid to use bus. I'm afraid to go out by my self. I'm afraid to go places that I never go. 

then, my friend wake me up from my dream. he told me that, our mind will not grow if we stuck in UITM Samarahan. We keep staying at safe position as we all know, world is a cruel place. We have to struggle in order to success. yes, study and living in Shah Alam is not an easy work. but, as we go through difficulty, then we will find easy way. living in Shah Alam though me that I have to be independent. it make me think that I have to live outside the box.  

one interesting phrase that my friend quoted to me that make me think deeply into it... the word is.. 

students in the University is not to be scorer but to be valued. 

maybe we have good result in our certificate.. but ask ourself... how do we get that result.. is it by our own effort?? or from copying others?? we have to bare in mind that we study in University to gain knowledge. to fill ourself with knowledge.  so, while we are studying.... grab this opportunity to adopt as much as knowledge that we can.  one other things is, in our assignments, we try to do the simplest things that we can... but the things is... y don't we go for a more critical case... so that the output and input that we get is greater. 

As I hear the song title WAITING OUTSIDE THE LINE by Grayson Chance.. it give very significant meaning to someone like me.

You’ll never enjoy your life,

living inside the box

You’re so afraid of taking chances,

how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,

Get rid of all the hesitation,

force you to play it safe

it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around

and looking down on tomorrow

You gotta let your feet off the ground,

the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)

I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

new family member...

welcome to this world... Wan Aish Ashraf....

who is he?? what is so special about him??.. hurm... he is my beloved nephew. my first and one and only truly nephew. haha.. he is my brother's child. my sis in law have safely deliver aish ashraf on 7th of November 2011.  we were all so excited in welcoming this lovely baby.

in spite of thousand of problems that occur in our family, Aish Ashraf come to this world n giving us happiness and sunshine. just like what my mum told me... whenever she look and hold and hug her grandchild, she feel a great relief. she can forget about all the problems for a while.

until now, i still can't hug and kiss Aish Ashraf as i am so far from home.across the sea. really miss him...

this is some pic of Wan Aish Ashraf..

mid term semester break

now that our mid term semester break has started. we have 1 week holiday.. holiday??? it juz holiday by name only. actually, there is no holiday for me. i left with a lot of asignments, projects, homeworks and study..

Now that, i stay with my sis. really3 hard for me to start doing my assignment and etc. whenever i want to start doing my works, must be somethin that interupt me... u noe... TV, INTERNET, FOOD, PILLOW.. aiyo... dugaannnn....

when will i start my works??? i have a lot of works to do... time is moving,, n yet i don't start neither one of it. Then, I have one idea, I try to ask other people on how to overcome my problems.. n here what they say…

1.     Caffeine is your best friend and start early if possible and concentrate!

2.     Study with friends

3.     Eat some chocolates or food that you like before you start work to have some energy boost!

4.     Exercise before you sit down to work!

5.     Get rest and work as soon as you wake up.

Hurm.. maybe I can use their idea and opinion to help me to solve my problems right now….thanks to themmm…

Now, I am ready to start my works… =)

BLACK DAY!!

well, here i am again...


on 14 of OCTOBER 2011... somethin had happen to me... not at me actually... it was my parent...but it effect me alot... fuhhhhh...how am i going to start dis..


at 5.30 am at dawn, i receive a call from my sis.. telling dat my mum n dad involve in an accident. the moment i heard dat news, my heart feel miserable...quickly i ask my sis, how was my mum n my dad? did they ok? then my sis told me that both of them ok...juz my mum got minor injury. my sis ask me to calm down n she told me...everythin is ok. then i told my sis dat i want to hang up phone coz i want to call mum.. 


then, i call my mum straight away........ the moment i heard my mum voice, i couldn't talk, i burst up my tear. i can't hold it... the more i try to hold my tear, the more tears come out from my eyes. word that come out from my mouth is.. are u alright??? i luv u... i'm afraid... my mum also burst out of tear.she can't talk too..my mum try to cover her tears by telling dat she call me back...


then after a few minute, she call me back.. she told me that both of them ok... juz a minor injury at her leg and her chest. at that moment, i still can't even talk. i juz can tell dat i luv u... then after dat my mum hang up phone. 


later, my older sis called me wit tears.. telling me dat she'll goin back to sibu.  she ask me to be patient. everything will be alright. juz dont stop pray for them. 


i dun want to ask my parent how was the accident coz i want them to cool down first,. the next day then i ask them how did the accident took place... then, my mum told me that the car suddenly out of control and it spinning. then felt down into ravine. right infront of the ravine, there's a deep river n at the side of the car was mangrove wood. thanks god that they landed into a safe ground.


Now,my biggest fear have passed and i really thanks ALLAH for still giving me rezki n chance to be wit my parent. i noe, at this critical time, i can't afford to lost them. i don't knoe whether i can still continue my life without them. i really need them. i still depending on them. i LOVE them so muchhhh!!! so much dat i can't lost them.